Have you guys ever wonder ... this world is actually cruel ? Is like .. they will only know you when you success but on the opposite hand when you fall they dont bother giving you a helping hand .. Sometimes i think .. i fell rather i'm the normal person ... no flying colour result or some sensational news ... seriously .. because when you does have something sensational ... you will like everyone's treasure... everyone will just treat you different and they think they "knows" you very well but there are something you have to pay back .. that is " Winning ".... I can sure all of them will always expect you win .. you will be the best always and win all the titles or whatever which need you to win ... When you just fell a little ... you will know what happen ... they will get back everything they gave you and you have nothing .. isn't it boring ? or maybe this is life ? i dont know ... They only care about glory , winning ... but they dont know how hard we train or how much we suffer to get sort of good result ...

But one thing i always remind myself .. all winning came from hardworking .. no one will get good result without hard work ... you win because you train more and harder then the person who lose ... but you lose is because that person do more hard work then you .... thats what i know all this year and i too know everyone will only seen those who are good ... But for another case is .. you are the most luckiest person in the world ... without pratice then you can have a very good result .. but i dont know this option can use anot because probably thats only lucky you can got that time .. haha .. whose know ?

Know why i can keep swimming for so long ? is because of my dad , my family ... yeah .. i know everything is decide by ourselves but for me different ... i can do everything that make all the people around me happy ... whatever things... I just finish my competiton few weeks ago ... Thats the most good competiton i did this year .. i almost improve all the event and i too get medals in this competition .. my dad had record it and he keep watching over and over again ... so sound very happy and he very enjoying it ... haha ... he said this can make him always remember back the moment when i at the finsh line ... actually me too very happy about that .. all people never expect anything on me but now i did something that make people felt impressive ... me too very surpise .. by the time i at the finish line ... i just feel like i cant heard anything and i just enjoying everyone wishing and greeting .. really ... and actually i cant heard anything that time but i still know what they trying to tell me ... that moment is just too sweets .. haha .. like i'm the most famous person in the swimming pool ... i have been stay low profile like a year and now finally i got some result ...

I was really really very happy ... on thw way back home i ask about my dad's feeling and he just say very very very surprise about that ... haha ... i was actually still looking the records and i just smiling to myself ... haha ... like i was a insane women ... haha ...the competition name is '' Mini Olympic '' haha...